23 setembro, 2014

No pares nunca de soñar

Postado por Camila Rafaela Felippi às 9/23/2014 02:28:00 PM 10 comentários
Nine years ago my passions have changed completely. I didn’t care about anything and anyone in my life until a Saturday I’ve heard a song in which I fell in love. I was so out of things that I didn’t even know the language of that music, and in that time it wasn’t as common as today to use Google. A while later I heard on one of the radios that the song was sung by a group called RBD. Then I realized: the so famous Mexican novel Rebelde. I had heard so much about it because my friends loved it, but, like I said, I was very turned off for everything. The next Monday I decided to watch the TV and in those few minutes I started getting interested in one of the greatest fanatical passions that I would have never imagined.  It didn’t take long time for me to become, madly, a big fan. In a few years I was with magazines, posters, CDs and DVDs all over the house.
This is RBD: Christian, Anahi, Dulce Maria, Poncho, Maite
and Christopher respectively
The good thing about this was that I changed. It was like everything I watched in the novel I could apply in my life. I started to make more friends because of it; I create interest in people; I started studying… Yes, I didn’t study before watching Rebelde. I have created interest for everything! Reading the magazines I became interested in books and thanks to this novel that today I’m attending Bilingual Executive Secretary at FURB. Because the novel is Mexican and the songs are in Spanish I created interest in languages​​. Before I fell in love for RBD I took English exam in the end of the year and it wasn’t because I didn’t know the contents, but because I wasn’t interested and I never studied for the tests. I started to love languages. First it was the Spanish, but then I wanted to do an English course. I'm here in this blog thanks to this.
My dream, as any fan, was to meet my idols. I went to a show in 2007, but I didn’t even get near them. On the other hand, just because I have seen them, already made ​​me very happy! As the group had thousands of fans in America it was very difficult to meet them. However, my hope never ended. I knew one day I would realize my dream to meet at least one of the six of the band. On August 15, 2008 the group disbanded. Some continued singing, others invested in the careers of actors/actresses.
So nine years after these the things never changed. I'm still fanatical for them, loving English and Spanish and with my dream upstanding. This past Sunday, the 22th, my dream was held. I went to the Dulce Maria’s show. I bought the ticket Meet & Greet and I could hold her and take a picture with her, in addition to having access to the VIP track. It was inexplicable how I felt. First I was very tired. The city of the show was four hours' drive from my town.  I woke up at 06 am. My parents and my boyfriend came with me and along the afternoon we did a tour to see the sights of Curitiba. On 4:30 pm I went to the row of the show. As my shorts was a light color I couldn’t sit on the floor to rest and I was standing by the end of the show, near ten o'clock. At seven-thirty of the night, approximately, the door was opened to take the picture with the singer. My legs were hurting so much, my back was throbbing, moreover sleep and fatigue. It changed in the moment I saw her from afar (I saw very bad, because I use two degrees of myopia and astigmatism and wasn’t wearing my glasses) all my pains are gone. I’m a very sentimental and weepy person, so can you imagine how I was? I focused on a single thought "I won’t cry before the photo, I won’t cry before the photo”.  
"No pares nunca de soñar" is a part of a song sung by
Dulce Maria when she was with RBD which means "Never
stop to dream"
The line went quickly and there I was! The redhead girl looked at me smiling and any thought at that moment was no more there. I hugged her and smiled for the photo. The photo will only be ready in fifteen days on her official site. I don’t make the slightest idea how this photo will come out! After the photo I was to the track to wait for the show. It was all wonderfully perfect. I got home nearly two hours in the morning and had to wake up early on Monday to go to work. I didn’t recover from the fatigue yet, but it was very worthwhile. It worth waiting nine years (and I could expect much more) to realize my dream. 
What I say to you is to never give up on your dreams, because when they are held everything in your life is worth, even the bad times. No matter what kind of dream you have, no matter if the others say it is impossible or ridiculous, just don’t give up! If it matters to you, run behind him. I can guarantee you won’t regret it.

28 agosto, 2014

R.I.P. Tom

Postado por Camila Rafaela Felippi às 8/28/2014 10:15:00 AM 15 comentários

Unfortunately Tom died Sunday at night ):
Yesterday the University Veterinary Hospital called to make an appointment. Too late.
But at least he is in a very beautiful place now!
Thanks everyone for the wishes. Surely Tom is also thanking.

21 agosto, 2014

My hamsters

Postado por Camila Rafaela Felippi às 8/21/2014 03:07:00 PM 13 comentários
This is the last Pita's photo. You can see the
tumor on her ear ):
Since I was a kid I always wanted a hamster, but my mom said "rats stink". I asked a thousand times and I gave up. So on my 16th birthday I asked again and to my surprise, my mother said "okay." I bought a pink cage and a small Chinese hamster. She was named Pita. Pita was very exciting. She jumped from the second floor of the cage like it was nothing. But she wasn’t eating much. I cleaned her cage once a week and rarely I had to put food for her twice. She was gentle and liked to walk around my room. I bought her in July and my boyfriend bought a boy in September to the next year. His name is Tom.
Last year, at the end of May I realized that Pita was thinning. She scratched his ear a lot. A few weeks later a small ball appeared inside the ear. I thought it was not serious because it looked like a cone like that when we grate the knee. In mid-June I realized that it wasn’t only a bruise. Pita was thin and the little ball turned a big ball. In Brazil a veterinarian who serves hamster charges a consultation around R$150/R$200. So I asked for help to a boy, he is a veterinary student. He said he would talk to the teacher and I sent him Pita’s pictures. The next day he answered me. He told me to buy a spray and an antibiotic. How it was July the University Veterinary Hospital was on vacation. The vet teacher only returned in August. Pita had a query and was free, but we had to wait two weeks.
This is Jujuba
Pita didn’t survive until her query. The remedies helped because I realized she wasn’t in pain, but the ball just grew. It was a tumor. She died on the coldest day of the year. She was by my side, curled up in my cardigan with a lamp to stay warm. I looked at her and she was looking at me. A few minutes later I went to look at her again and she was exactly the same. Then I realized she was dead with her eyes opened like she wanted to say “thank you, but now I need to go”. 
I was very sad, so that week my boyfriend took me on a farming to buy another hamster. I definitely felt better. Jujuba (in English Jelly Bean), my new hamster, decreased my sorrow. This year she made 1 year old. Pita died at 2. The life of a hamster is usually below 3 years old. Tom’s coming in the second. They (Tom and Jujuba) live with me and my boyfriend in Blumenau.
This is Tom
Yesterday were the day to clean the cages and when I got Tom I saw he's sick. One eye is all white and puffy and the other has a very small white spot. I guess that is cataract. Today I called the University Veterinary Hospital and I asked to an urgent care. The man said he will need to talk to the vet teacher, but he thinks they have a time next week and he will call me back to confirm. If it’s cataracts Tom'll become blind. Of course I don’t want it, but I'm hoping that it is, because I'll take care of him, blind or not. But if it is a tumor he will live only a few weeks.


I'm hoping for the best and praying that the vet will have time next week!

13 agosto, 2014

Meow!

Postado por Camila Rafaela Felippi às 8/13/2014 11:25:00 AM 12 comentários

Hello guys!

Today I decided to change my blog. Now I have a lot of cats here!
Do you like it?


12 agosto, 2014

15 years old

Postado por Camila Rafaela Felippi às 8/12/2014 11:15:00 AM 10 comentários
I have many cousins ​​from my father because he has five sisters and one brother. My mother has only one brother and he has two daughters. The oldest is called Natália. I always had more contact with her because my grandmother lives with me and Natália always visits us at the weekend. She is four years old younger than me, and this year, in September, she's birthday: 15 years old.
I remember well my 15’s. Everything was easier. I was model those years (with 13, 14, 15 and 16 years old)… I remember it was very easy to lose weight! I took care with the food and went to the gym. I lost weight well. Today this is no longer true. People say its age. I gain weight anyway, with or without gym. I'm not overweight, but I can’t lose weight if I want.
I had many friends when I was 15. In my party that year I invited 72 people. And do you know the truth? I don’t speak with anyone. Some people because they are no longer my friends and others because they take different paths to college and work. It’s common to happen with all us, isn’t it? With 15 years old everything was “pink” for me: friends, modeling, lose weight, good grades at school. Now I just have good grades at school, two or three friends and my boyfriend. But it’s enough!
Now I can’t be model anymore because my hip has 95 cm. Models must have a maximum 90 cm. This frustrated me at first. I thought it was unfair because there are many models that are skinny and ugly. The fashion world prefer thin and ugly than pretty girls with more than 90 cm hip. Today I don’t care anymore.
But back to 15… In September is Natalia’s party. The party will be amazing. She invited me in August; I'll be one of the “bridesmaids”! And I never knew you can have “godmothers” for 15 years. Did you know? She handed me a piece of tissue. The tissue’s color it's a nude, almost a color of coffee-with-milk. This color should be the dress I'll wear. Last Saturday I rented a very nice dress with this color. After the party I post the pictures here on the blog! 





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